Monday, February 13, 2006

been getting abit of a mood swing over the last few days. probably cus of the nonsense i m facing. i dunno. i feel like i m called to pjc. but sometimes when marcus and jared talk bout the lameness and wittiness of acjc ppl and orientation. i start to wonder if i m missing out. den with julie and john and yvonne [mainly all my 3 cellmates] leaving. i wonder how its gonna be like. i mean like its so used to seeing them liao. den i told myself whereever i end up. i m gonna remember lot's wife. i m not gonna look back. den i start to ask myself. can i actually do tht.

den just when i tot of putting ac first and pj second and let God do the choosing. my parents start butting in and asking loads of crap and pressuring me to get into acjc. so fannn la.

and my spiriutal walk is kinda going up and down. certain days i feel so on fire and certain days i just dun feel like anything.

at least today i did something i havent done for months. went down on my knees and worshiped him. refreshing. thank you Father!

wadever it is. i know i can find strength in You!

The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
-Psalms 18:2

and wadever it is. Your gonna help me along with it!

For I, the LORD your God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you, ‘Fear not, I will help you.’
-Isaiah 41:13

and i love this verse. its was such a rheuma word for me before i took my results. i guess i actually forgot bout it. hehe. its back in my head!

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
-Philippians 4:6-7


I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again
-History Maker by delirious?

its a great song! full of anointing and presence. heeeee!

|cowpoo| 11:15 AM|

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